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Hi, still remember me ? I hope you always remind me, wherever and whenever you are, although you always try to forget and stay away from me, nevermind, it's your own bussiness.

It's only my "uneg-uneg" about my feelings. Read this if you are not busy, okay ?

So, I really happy to see you again in my life, you make me happy, find my passion again, I feel alive, feel appreciated, etc. One weeks you try to make me melting with you, yeah, you success, make me fall in love with you again, like you did in 9th before, you still have place in my heart that can be replaced with anyone else. How lucky you are :) If you don't wanna meet me again, never mind. For me, you are the best, kind, and lovely boy that I've ever met. You so cute, going back to me and we have many topic that can we discuss everywhere. You also have the good memory about our past.

I still remember, you came with your lovely motorcycle that the pedals always down, same with your helmet glasses wkwk, it's funny but it's too cute to be thing that I always remember now and then. Also about you that always tilt your mototcycle in order to me can sit properly. You also remind about my bag that always put in the right side, I still remember it. Now I always put my bag in left. Then, you that always finished your food, I like your personality. It's change my life nowadays. Btw I also remember about you that always order more than 5 eggs in Iwan Samudera. Hehe :)

Then I met your family, kind family, lovely mom, dad, and sister, also her husband. How lucky I am to see you all. Such a beautiful experience :) I really happy in that moment...

Now, we back to the reality, I still unbelieve about all of this situations, yesterday we together, now we like don't know and never met each other. It's so funny, but I can't laugh, even I sad to remember it. 

Why you like this Ki ? You know what most valuable in my life ? That is my time, I give it to you so much, it can't count, can't buy and can't be replaced too, and you wasted it. So bad :( 

Then you said that you have a partner and that we through before is pseudo, it was never there. How easy to you, really easy, to made me feel down. I'm tired to life like this. You came and go as you please. Really sucks, I hope you never get this shit like me, It's just me, cause I'm a strong girl to past it, you won't get past it.

At least you come to me and explain everything, what is your purpose to do this ? you do prank to me ? I swear to God, it's not funny. NOT FUNNY !

My last sentences, I hope you always have a good health, good life, good economy, and good family. Don't forget to be grateful, focus on your plan, have your own bussiness. I believe that you can do it, Ki. 

Thank you for everything.